Worthy

 Three months has passed and here I am feeling so much better.

So much better than the first month, than the second month when I was drowning in my heartache, pain and emotions.

So much has happened for the past three months. So much more important things in my life than you.

You gave me wonderful memories, bittersweet memories. I love you, and I will always do. 

I will miss the times we've spent together. I will miss your love towards me and how you made me feel so loved.

I'll miss your hugs and kisses, I'll miss the memories we had together.

But I will never forget how you didn't love me enough like I how I loved you then.

I will never forget that after all that we've been through, you never stood up for me.

I will never forget that you broke my heart not just once but twice, thrice and more.

I will never forget the fact that you actually lie often about the smallest things just to save yourself.

A pathological liar you were, a pathological liar you are.

I'm slowly realizing that you're no good for me in the long run.

I cannot live with somebody who lies out of habit and out of fear. 

I cannot live with somebody who's dishonest.

I cannot be with a coward.

I'm slowly realizing my worth.

I don't need you. 

I need a man with a strong mindset. 

I need a man who's loyal and honest to me.

I meet new people, I can't help it but I tell them about you, about us. 

"What happened?" they asked me.

"His family couldn't accept me" I told them.

Such a fool of me, it was never about your family. It's always been you.

You couldn't accept me for the way I am. You never loved me enough.

You enjoy the experiences we went through together, but you don't actually appreciate me.

Feom time to time, you're slowly slipping away from my mind.

Slipping away from my fragile heart.

You're becoming less prominent in my life now.

I'm losing my feelings towards you slowly..