I am Alina Hazeman.

 Loyalty is what I want, Loyalty is what I long for,  Loyalty is what I need. Somebody who wants me for me, And only me, Somebody who loves me for me, And only me, Somebody who sees me, And only me,   Till the end of time, It's just him and I, Who will stay true and pure, To one another, And nobody else in between. Will that ever happen? A kind hearted, humble, genuine loving gentleman. Does he even exist? I don't think so. A man who is as loyal as Prophet Muhammad 

 What I felt 4 months ago, Is what you're feeling now, Why did it took so long? I remember, Curling up in a ball, Sobbing away feeling helpless, For myself, When I sleep I think of you, When I wake up I still think of you, Everything happened 4 months ago, All the places we went to, I was there again, The sadness in me was real, I was extremely heartbroken, But now I've moved on, I don't feel sad anymore about not being yours, I only feel sad for allowing myself to go through it all, What a shame, Shame on me for allowing myself to be betrayed, Not once,  Not twice, Not thrice, Gave you many chances even after you cheated, I was an idiot, I was hurt, I've never felt so heartbroken before, Until I met you. Now you're crying, Crying over my shoulders, You and your crocodile tears, I don't feel anything anymore, You're not relevant in my life anymore, You just want to keep using me, It's unfair to me, You tell me you love me now, But you never once mentione...