I am Alina Hazeman.

 When your day didn't start so good, Your presence somehow bothered them, But you don't care, Especially after how they've treated you, And the prize isn't really rewarding anymore, Even after many years especially now, Especially when they know who is Alina, The veteran. You go home, Serve your homemade specialty to your father, "How was it today?", he ask, So you tell him exactly what happened, Even with your homemade specialty he dines, He still pushes you to get to the point, When you want to tell him everything,  He interrups, He guiltrips you about it, He brings back the past, But you just want to be open with him.  So you stop, And realize that there's no point, To share things when you're judged. So you stop. Time goes by, You mind your own business, Be alone. You talk to your best(man)friend, You want to open up to talk to him, You speak facts of what happened, But he interrupts and stops you, He disagreed with your facts,  Even before you cou...

 Hello little dear precious heart. You're in your final 20s now, And there's no need to worry about anything. You can't have expectations from people who tells you they love you. They can tell you they love you, but the truth is, how long will they love you for? Don't be too happy when they say they love you, because the truth is, will they still love you until the end of your time? Will they still love you until your last breath? Will they stay true to you? You cannot expect from them.  You cannot have high hopes on them. Sure you love them, and they love you,  But once they no longer love you and once they stop thinking about you, only you know that you once loved them. You once had a place in your heart for them. But you can't keep having that place in your heart for them if they don't have a place in their hearts for you. You love yourself. Love yourself more than anyone. Because only you know yourself better than anybody else. Your little precious aching he...