To Share

 When your day didn't start so good,

Your presence somehow bothered them,

But you don't care,

Especially after how they've treated you,

And the prize isn't really rewarding anymore,

Even after many years especially now,

Especially when they know who is Alina,

The veteran.

You go home,

Serve your homemade specialty to your father,

"How was it today?", he ask,

So you tell him exactly what happened,

Even with your homemade specialty he dines,

He still pushes you to get to the point,

When you want to tell him everything, 

He interrups,

He guiltrips you about it,

He brings back the past,

But you just want to be open with him. 

So you stop,

And realize that there's no point,

To share things when you're judged.

So you stop.

Time goes by,

You mind your own business,

Be alone.

You talk to your best(man)friend,

You want to open up to talk to him,

You speak facts of what happened,

But he interrupts and stops you,

He disagreed with your facts, 

Even before you could even start sharing,

He interrupts to disagree,

You got turned off.

Everybody you want to talk to turns you off,

They're not just "anybody",

But they're supposed to be your "loved" ones,

You'd rather keep it to yourself,

Talk to your cat about what happened,

About your day,

A wonderful living being that doesn't judge,

But purrs and cuddles with you.